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Wartime leader in 'Book of Mormon' inspires Logan man
to join military
By Chris Calvert
November 12, 2004 | Medals, family
tradition, patriotism, the opportunity to serve your
country, money for college, a chance to see the world
. . . there are many reasons someone could choose to
join the military. For a Utah State student it was something
much more spiritual.
Stuart Fillmore of Logan said the catalyst that made
him decide to join up came as he was reading a religious
book. He is a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of
Latter-day Saints, a church that believes The Book
of Mormon to be a book of scripture. He said one
of the people in this book, Capt. Moroni, made him realize
the world needed honorable, God-fearing men not only
as leaders of nations, but also as military leaders.
According to The Book of Mormon, Moroni was
a great military tactician, leading his enemies into
his carefully concealed reinforcements. He also was
one of the first military leaders in the book to give
his soldiers any type of protective armor, but one of
his greatest traits was his ability to rally troops
to fight for a cause.
When his people were being led to follow a man wanting
to make himself king and rule over everyone, Moroni
reminded his people of the principles he thought were
most important. He wrote what has been known to LDS
people as The Title of Liberty. It said, "In
memory of our God, our religion, and freedom, and our
peace, our wives, and our children." (Alma 46:12)
Rallying around this "title" Moroni amassed
an army large enough to defeat his enemies in an almost
20-year war.
Fillmore decided it was his duty to try to become a
military leader of this kind.
It was because of some advice Fillmore received from
his father that he waited until he was 23 to sign up.
His father told him to form his own principles on life
and then join the military. This decision to wait has
added an extra year of school for Fillmore, but he said
he doesn't mind and would, in fact, not have
done it any differently if he were to enlist all over
again.
Fillmore said some people look at him differently since
he has enlisted. He said his co-workers thought he was
out of his mind when it first happened, but, he said,
the teasing has since worn off and it isn't a
big deal anymore. A lot of people ask him if he is afraid
to be shipped out because of the turmoil in Iraq. He
said he has no fear of going to war. In fact, he said
he resents when people ask him that question.
"People should understand that if you join the
military, you know before you join you are going to
be deployed. And if you join the military you should
be OK with that before you sign up."
Even though Fillmore has only been in the Air Force
ROTC for a year he is already carries a soldier's demeanor.
When he walks his head is held high, with his chest
out and shoulders back. He answers every question with
a smile on his clean-shaven face. His short blond hair
neatly trimmed.
Truly a picturesque soldier. Even when he sits he has
the comportment of a soldier, perched on the edge of
his chair like a toy soldier, alert, and ready for whatever
may happen.
Air Force ROTC is a four-year commitment, usually made
during college. When someone graduates from the Air
Force ROTC they are commissioned as a Lieutenant. The
Air Force ROTC can demand a lot of time of its cadets
(a cadet is a person training in the ROTC to become
an officer), they have physical training, classes, as
well as weekly formation meetings. Fillmore said it
doesn't leave much time for anything else. He
has maintained a full-time job while going to school
full time.
Allison Hoth, Fillmore's supervisor at ICON
Health & Fitness, said he is a great employee and
his work hasn't suffered at all since his joining.
She described him as dependable, outgoing, and an asset
to her as well as to her department as a whole.
Unlike his job, Fillmore allowed his military service
to somewhat disrupt his schoolwork. During the first
semester of his service in the Air Force ROTC he said
his grades dropped significantly and he has to repeat
two of the classes he took that semester. Since his
first semester fiasco Fillmore said he has found a way
to balance his new responsibilities as a soldier with
his previous responsibilities as a student, employee,
husband, and a new father (his first child, a daughter,
was born in July).
Fillmore's family has been very supportive of
his decision to join the military, his parents stayed
with the new mother and daughter when Fillmore had to
leave to boot camp a few weeks after she was born. Also,
Fillmore's brother-in-law contemplated joining
the armed service after Fillmore signed up. He said
his parents are proud, and his siblings support him.
However, his wife took a little more convincing.
"She didn't want a dead husband."
Fillmore said.
He said he had the desire to join while they were dating,
but wanted to make sure she was OK with his enlisting
before he did it. As he was contemplating which service
to join (the Army ROTC or the Air Force ROTC), he said
the more she learned about the military the more benefits
she saw.
Many of the benefits for joining the military are financial.
The Air Force offers college scholarships, free health
care, signing bonuses, a monthly paycheck, along with
paying housing and food expenses, etc.
These benefits are what have attracted most of the
new recruits to the armed services.
Army recruiter Staff Sgt. William M. Cox of Klamath
Falls, Ore., told the St. Louis (Mo.) Post-Dispatch,
"Whether it's for money for college or just a way
to make a living, they are looking at the money."
These benefits are also somewhat responsible for the
demographics of people joining the military according
to the Post-Dispatch.
The paper perceived that with the economy favoring
big businesses, and rural areas having very high unemployment
rates, the military is a place for small-town people
to escape. They can find money, fame, traveling opportunities,
educational benefits, etc. that outweigh any opportunity
they may have staying at home.
This trend is also responsible for the numbers the
Post-Dispatch included in its May 30, 2004, article.
It said 46 percent of those killed in Iraq come from
a town with fewer than 45,000 people (not including
suburbs).
This trend of small towns paying the price of war with
the lives of its young people has also hit close to
home in Cache Valley with the recent death of Lance
Cpl. Allred of Hyde Park.
However, Fillmore said his decision to be in the military
was relatively unaffected by Allred's death. He is still
just as committed to his choice as when he first joined.
"Not many Air Force people are on the front
lines," said Fillmore. "And most of the
people in the Air Force don't have jobs that
will take them there."
In the last year, Fillmore has had his view on the
military has change quite significantly. He said what
has changed was his view of what kind of people join
the military.
"It went from a hard, tough, insensitive, unintelligent
grunt; to professional, intelligent, sharp, over-achieving
people."
The difficulty of finding "professional"
people to join the armed services is not a problem Fillmore
sees. He is actually glad the number of new recruits
is so low, so low Congress is trying to pass a selective
service bill that would, in essence, reinstate the draft.
He said he feels the armed services would be better
off if it has fewer people all of whom will be striving
for excellence, than a lot of people who really didn't
want to be there.
"Those people who want to be in the military
should be in the military, and those who are there should
want to be there," he said.
In fact, Fillmore wants to be there so much he is considering
making the Air Force his career, calling it a "noble
profession." He said he wants to dedicate at least
the next 20 years to it.
"In the military you're committing more
than just a career," he said. "You're
committing your life."
Fillmore said he always had a "faint desire"
to be in the military, but it took the example of a
"great military leader" to give him the
spark he needed to light the military fire inside him.
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